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Tuesday, February 10
- Period.
Period.I don't understand why I'm naming this entry period. Haha. Hmmmm. When I am so sure about what I'm doing, some things just have to happen to prove myself wrong. And just like a tsunami that washes away everything. I start doubting my actions and I have to start all over again. I keep telling myself - come what may. I have no control over certain issues that happen in my life. But yet again, once in while I question myself. Many times, it's hard to deny the fact that I land myself in shit . With my own hands, I dig my own grave. Haha. Ridiculous. I wonder few years down the road what will happen to us. Is time what I really need? Will time pull us apart? Or will it provide a medium for us to grow to learn that we really need each other? Or am I just comparing? If she could do it without us for all these years, does that mean it will work the same for me? For everyone us? Actually, deep down I just cannot stop comparing. My bad. But everything have just shown me that promises dont count. Empty promises. Lots and lots of empty promises. I guess its just good to not harbour any expectations, so at the end of the day no one gets hurt. Come what may. For now maybe we all need the space. I think it's probably just me. HAHA. |
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