Friday, November 14 - Ouch
6 weeks later and it still hurts a lot inside.

I hurt myself today to see if I still feel
I focus on the pain the only thing that's real
The needle tears a hole
That old familiar sting
Try to kill it all away but I remember everything

What have I become?
My sweetest friend
Everyone I know goes away in the end
You could have it all - My empire of dirt
I will let you down, I will make you hurt

I wear this crown of shit on my liar's chair
Full of broken thoughts I cannot repair
Beneath the stains of time the feelings disappears
You are someone else, I am still right here

If I could start again a million miles away
I would keep myself, I would find a way...

The colour of my heart is fucking grey.

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cheryl..♥
11 november.
idealistic.
a walking contradiction.
50% anal, 50% cynical.


random thought..♥
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And that's just how it goes.


loves..♥
all time bestie michelle.o (:
being alone.
cherry gummies.
"smelly" blankey.


fanices..♥
blythe.
fashion.
vintage.
rilakkuma.
live bands.
indie music.
lomography.
scuba diving.


hippies..♥
a c ♥
a l v i n ♥
e i l e e n ♥
g l e n ♥
j e e ♥
j e r e m y ♥
j o e e ♥
j o l y n ♥
m a n r u ♥
m b s 9 8♥
m e e j u a n ♥
m e l i s s a ♥
m i c h e l l e ♥
m y l e n e ♥
n a n a ♥
r i c h ♥
r o z y ♥
s h e e l a ♥
y i n g y i n g ♥
z h a o y u a n ♥


credits..♥
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