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Tuesday, August 12
- Never Happy.
I guess the process of making friends are also learning from them. I know her a few months back. And I admire her qualities in many ways. One of them especially is the fact that she does not compare herself with others. Always happy to be in her own skin. It never bothers her that someone else is prettier than her. Has nicer hair than her. Fairer than her. Never bothers her if she looks weird in pictures. Never comparing that others have stuff she doesn't. All the typical superficial comparing that every girl goes through more or less in their life. But not her. She's happy to just be her. How can one be so comfortable in their own skin? That's why I find her so amazing. Amazingly, she's contended with who she is and what she has. Actually, I know two of such kind. Probably cos' they share the same birth date. Thus sharing the same traits?Everyday, I am trying to be happy that I'm me. But sometimes, I just can't get pass myself. All the unhappiness about how this could be better or that could better. Just never happy. Never. What's perfect? Okay, maybe not to the extend of being perfect. But just being contended with what you have. And thinking about it, it's embarassing to admit that it's all over superficial stuff. Like how shallow can I be... right? Sad but true. I don't know if the day will ever come when I'm finally happy with what I have. Or would it be easier if I just stop comparing? The latter is quite impossible though. Hah. Maybe I should just get in terms that I am shallow? Would that make life simpler? P.s: One thing for sure, I'm happy to have bumped into these 2 amazingly wonderful girls. The angels God gave me. For that, I cannot say that I'm never happy. |
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